I seek RESPECT rather than anything

Dear ++++,

Do u know, I just can't hold my tears when receiving message from my editor?

and Do u know, u r irresponsible?

Do u know I care, very very much if ppl dun reply my message/ call?

and Do u know, I have a very special characteristic, which is, I very very MIND if u din update me when I ask u something? When I couldn't sleep for whole night, just to wait for your message???

I can't sleep well if I have something undone. That's the thing I dun like myself v much, but I couldn't change! that's ME!

I can't express my anger, hence I have bottled it up! which make me so uncontrollable this morning!

I will not easily forgive someone who hurt me so much, and I cried because I felt very hard done.

I should have let u know, I do care very much if u din reply me!! since last 2 jobs.

U really make me down..Thanks for making me clear of what kind of ppl are u.

Maybe u will say I misunderstand u, but..is that very hard to text me?? to just let me know the status??