Thursday, February 26, 2009

心情婆婆

周末午後,無緣由被點名訓話,帶著一肚子氣步出辦公室,迎面而來是陰冷的的天氣;加上陰冷的情緒,心情一下跌至了谷底。

細雨紛飛的站牌下,不禁對諸事不順遂而怪嗔、怨懟起來。無意識上了公車,在擁擠的沙丁魚陣中仍為自己的際遇不平而怨天尤人。想著他人憑著家世背景,一進公司便在眾人之上,而為公司賣命多年的自己,仍只是別人的出氣筒。想及此,臉色就更加陰黯了。

快要下車前,走到司機身旁摸索著找零錢,卻越摸越著急,身上竟沒有半個銅板!眼看車已靠站,司機、乘客面面相覷,卻沒有一個人準備同情我!不得已之下,我只好拿出千元大鈔,顫抖著手準備投入「恕不找零」的投幣口,突然一位婆婆丟進十五元,告訴司機:「兩票」便拉著我下車。

下車後我才知道其實婆婆自己坐是不用錢的,她身上的零錢只是隨時為有緣人準備;而且今天也為了我提早兩站下車,只因看我臉色不佳,想陪我一下而已。知道這件事後,我滿臉羞赧,想到婆婆剛才就站在我身邊,而我卻沒有起身讓坐,後來反倒讓她來幫助我,真令我無地自容,一小段路程,婆婆一直溫柔地執著我的手, 解開我的眉銷,融化我的怨怒。

臨別前她送了一個晴天小和尚給我,是她親手縫製的,上面寫著:


  「手把青秧插滿田,低頭便見水中天;
   心地清淨方為道,退步原來是向前。」


婆婆說世上本來就不公平,我們際遇不好,卻有人比我們更糟;我們怨上天不公平,那麼換成我們是老天爺呢?我們能做得更好嗎?凡事要多方面想想,其實自己是很幸運的了。

當婆婆說這話時,陽光在她慈祥的背影後綜放,而我也才發現她的腿不太方便,但竟為了一個陌生人,辛苦地多走一段路,反倒快樂無比,我的淚水滑落,自己的任性造成了別人的不便,原來自己也處處給別人惹麻煩哪!

婆婆,謝謝您!您說的話我都聽進去了,現在的我每天都很快樂。

Office day

Today's location is at studio, which is only few steps away from company hehe.
cool,i reached here at around 11am then start to contact people.
surprised cz din expect it is a smooth sailing day...
really afraid of those unexpected changes.very stress though the production is only started for 4days.i was thinking to quit cz got no transport very hard for me to find suitable locations.but anyway, i told myself,will not give up easily as long as got someone back me up! yeah~
waiting for the production team to finish their shoot at another location, then will off with I-Lin, my producer to jalan 222, last location.
hoho, steal some time to blog.phew~
guys, i miss u all! hope can see u all during convo!

Friday, February 20, 2009

Hectic life BEGINs

Yamcha-ing at MANO mega curry house,Dataran Sunway, Kota Damansara with Jiunn Loong
Glad that can online here with wireless connection ^^
a hectic day, follow 2 productions aikss..

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Birthday gifts ^^



Working now, checking mail at CC meanwhile writing blog.
mid of 20's birthday just passed, received gifts.
i m glad that receving so much of lovely presents hehe
GINGERBREAD MAN~ bEE sIM
BOOK~ hAU cHIA
WALLET~ UTAR maTEs, anDY, cHIA sooN
CAKESSS~ uTAR mATES, jIunn lOOng,hAUhIA, aNDY, ChIA sOON
thanks guys!

Love yea ^^