自己

你喜欢自己一个人吗

自己一个吃饭

自己一个逛街

自己一个看戏

自己一个开车兜风

我不喜欢 但我会学习 自己一个人 ^^

除了累 还是累

最近都没好好休息到

就算睡了 也可以知道脑袋一直都在想事情

糟糕了 身体发出警号了

刚吃晚餐时 突然一阵晕眩 转了几分钟添 很少这样的 这样的情况只出现过一次

就小时候 有次发高烧 在婆婆面前晕倒 哈哈 还记得~吓得她大喊

我好累啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

决定了 我决定了 ‘笑’不会再在我心里了！！！决定了！！！为什么我要去看叻~~~

累~睡啦~

Finally

Been knowing Duncan for a year ++

glad to know that he is doing well out there, happy with his life right now. I can still remember when he told me, he got his own dream to achieve and might further his study.

I think he has made a correct decision. As an artist, it is no way that can continue your career with just outlook, u gotta improve your knowledge or obtain a skill. Youth is not long lasting, all you have to do is being yourself, being someone that others will respect. Believing yourself, then only the bud will be blossomed into something beautiful, catchy and attractive :)

Good Luck for everyone that wishes to become better!!

Schedule

Tomorrow gotta be a hectic day for me @@Arghh....me?! me?!me!!!!

7am-12pm -> Kajang@Ginvera meeting

12-3pm -> Puchong@Recce

3-5/6pm -> Sg. Long@Recce

Life is full of unexpectation

as for me, hei..yeah, today Symphony Hills's person in charge emailed me, informed me that we cannot shoot at the show units. I'm like WTF!!!! so last minute..wana cry also no tears ar.

somehow, I have faith in myself, my 2 bosses, we shall overcome these all together, that is why I am still in office, at this time....

I am a problem solver. Another problem always appear when I've finished solving one.

Yeah, and that makes me a better person in life! huhuhuhu...but I still wana cry T_T...will any miracle happen in these few days, with this shortness of time?

感动

有些人 会为某些特别的话语而感动

即便是小小的问候~小小的动作~~细心的观察

我 感觉自己不是隐形的咯 :)

sick...

有一种快病了的感觉

头很重

晕晕地

很想吐 却吐不出来

我的天 现在一个人在公司

等着一个女生来试镜

她千万别迟到哦 我就快垮了 :( sob sob

明天得来上班

我很想快点买laptop啊 没电脑用很痛苦

没photoshop所以得来公司做一些paper work

刚和老板们去看location

看了好多间showroom

很喜欢townhouse

有点想要改变主意 虽然我不喜欢kl

但暂时会在这发展 那如果是这样的话 在这买间房子也不错哦

一想到说, 现在都是在帮着别人供屋子 就觉得心里不平衡 哈哈

不如贴些钱少吃一点，供屋吧！:)

I hate money,yet I need money to survive..

I gotta love it, so that they will love me too, come come money...haha

更累累累~~

好累啊！！！！

才刚到家 很饿~~

如果现在有人可以delivery给我就好

今天一早就在Shangrila Hotel了

shoot for Motor Show A & P launch

exhausted, like never really eat for 2 days already

but then i learned a lot

i m interested in doing the switching!! hard but i m willing to take the challenge haha

gotta rush for another storyboard lol..chao! all my lovely friends

i will be back sooner :)

累~

这几天 用了我好多好多的脑力

我不管 我要竭尽所能 把接下来的job给拿到

小孩子的reality show 哇哈哈哈 嗯！

懊恼懊恼！为什么自己还是那么地鸵鸟？

我该好好地表达自己

感觉上 好像很久没好好地笑了

昨晚很迟才睡 追看Skip Beat

这几天都会很忙 就等周末再慢慢的看吧 :)

沉浸

郁金香 。。。

已经不知道笑的意义是什么

只是为了生活而拼命努力着

郁金香。。。

很久不哭了

知道 哭了 没有谁会来安慰

郁金香。。。

去爱人这种东西。。。是这世上最无益的玩意

被爱什么的

都是渴望与绝望的恶性循环

郁金香。。。

正撕裂着经常在独处时突然出现的痛苦

挖掘到最底最深处

郁金香。。。

沉浸在悲伤的情景里

独自舔着自己的伤口

万物 都有自愈能力

没问题的

郁金香。。。

很有爱心

但爱是伪造的

不自觉地被伪造出来的

爱 不是想要被爱的爱

周遭都没爱

孤单 很孤单

孤单不是没人爱

只是 不被人懂

Misc

Haha, lately been v close on FB with an old friend of mine

Know him better now, a man like him always encourage and console me with his rare, cool music clip.

everyday with every lil' proverb and lil' gift from ya ^^

Bryan KhooChin Li: Where did all the love go? I don't know! I don't know.....(title and lyrics of a song)

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Chin Li as u told me, it's the matter of time..love will be there for ya when it is the right time :) cheers!!

Bryan Khoo: Have a lil' faith in ya future someone..

Keep up my effort now, trying hard to follow daily routine

7am/ 8am - swimming

8am/9am - breakfast

10am - working

7pm - reach home

10/11pm - sleep ''cz no more laptop to use :( ''

Tomorrow schedule

7am - swimming

8am - breakfast at aman suria pasar

10am - PWTC (taking picture of its outlook)

Afternoon - buying ingredients to DIY the miniature of XTY Express, yoohoo!!

I've got my life back, doing things I want, making things I want, being with my lovely friend.

yet, am I happy?

Gotta be a fast knit lol..

Am I really a freak?

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Bryan KhooChin Li: I enjoy being with a freak like you and share some of my quirky song that probably only a geeky character will love it... Thanks again for ya help, and I'm returning ya favour with an indie!

All Alright ~ Sigur Ros

I want him to know
What I have done
I want him to know
It's bad

I want him to know
What I have done
I want him to know
Right now

It may be this time tomorrow
or maybe today
It is now alright
Now it's better
Now we'll know
Now he'll know what I am feeling

I'm sitting with you
Sitting in silence
Listening to birds
It feels like home

Singing in tune together
A psalm for no one
They sing in tune
Boy, your love - it's home

They sing into the night now
They sing on for me
They sing into the night, and

(hopelandic)

You...
You're still next to me, alright

笑了

当看着你 我 很自然地笑了

我喜欢看着别人笑 尤其是笑起来很灿烂的人

这种笑容让在梦中的我也发出会心的一笑

“阴暗的心是永远拖不起灿烂的笑容的，放开胸怀，用平常心去面对一切，你会觉得心情会好很多’’

呸 马来西亚警察

早上5点37分

刚从kl sentral回来

去的时候遇见一班警察road block

我和housemates看到警察 并没感觉到安全 发而有点心寒

可悲 马来西亚的警察让市民觉得他们就是那堆有可能犯案的人

糟的是 我忘了把前几天的grass cutter收起来 结果被叫停在一旁

‘ Cik tau tak, saya boleh charge awak bawa senjata bahaya ’

呸 好咯 讲到这样 那我就笑笑 随便啦 哈哈

过后他见我们三个女生 没啥杀伤力吧 就让我们走了

回程中 因为是第一次自己去kl sentral 结果回时跟路牌 走到brickfield印度人区

哇 整班的印度人在街上 这我可有点怕了 应该找人陪我去的 后悔中~

到家了才真正松口气

睡了吧 累~

醒了一点点

Taking dinner with housemate at Kota Damansara, It was a Steambot.
Changed the location from Kepong to KD because there was not enough time :( though Kepong one is more delicious

刚开始吃不久 就有个年轻的残障人士来卖艺献唱
我没敢看他 我一向来都不愿意看求乞的人、残障人士
我不看不是因为什么 是怕自己会忍俊不住 哭了。。。想到都会觉得很伤心。。
可今天 一个aunty让我改变了这想法
当那名年轻人走到她身旁献唱 她就以激赏的眼神望着他 唱完后 aunty没像别人一样给他钱 却给了他一个鼓励的笑容 年轻人报以腼腆的笑容 顿时间 我觉惊觉自己错了 为什么我连一个笑容都吝于给他呢？为什么自己要以那不应该在此时存在的泛滥同情心 去认为说他们是可怜的呢？ 为什么我会认为说 如果我没给他钱 他就会脸黑脸臭？
为什么我总是先入为主 而导致自己坚持不该持有的原则。。。
或许我潜意识里是看扁了残障人士的谋生能力 我不懂自己 却想让自己更懂自己 通过这些生活上的小事 我要领悟我的人生 哪怕是要耗尽一辈子的时间 :)
今天很开心 因为又认识自己多一点了 加油！

莉
2.50am。。。。刚做完part time好累啊！！！ 好睏！！ 好多天没睡好了 :(

我的6呢？要不9也可以

我的名字 数字是 9
by: 一位单纯、笑起来很好看的男生 -->‘临时算命师’^o^

9+6=钱财
9+9=成功

‘是不是你的家庭问题影响你深远’这句话 顿时让我愣了一下 是.....

‘人生有很多波折 解决了一个 新的也就接踵而来’ 这句话 有对

‘你一生都会在做 做 做’ 这句话 很对 我从小时候三年级就开始打工至今

‘你存不到钱 虽然都有在工作’ 这句话 准 所以我需要个6

曙光

很不喜欢自己在黑暗中看见曙光

看见它 就像预见即将再次沉沦的自己

好不容易有了理由可以让我永远掉入黑色漩涡 甚至脱离它
却又再次 再次起了变卦 ......

被人讨厌？

没这么夸张 但也接近了吧 哎~
最近 犯众憎？ 总觉得有几个人超不喜欢我 看我不顺眼 连和我讲话都懒惰
奇怪奇怪真奇怪。。。不要太在意别人对自己的想法 对得起自己就好
没事 没事 :)