Nice Song~from Bryan

Fidelity
Songwriters: Spektor, Regina;

I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds

I hear in my mind all of these voices
I hear in my mind all of these words
I hear in my mind all of this music

And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
When it breaks my heart

And suppose I never ever met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you
Kiss me so sweet and so soft

Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs
Just to break my own fall

Just to break my fall
Just to break my fall
Just to break my fall
Break my fall
Break my fall

All my friends say that of course
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/r/regina-spektor-lyrics/fidelity-lyrics.html ]
It's gonna get better
Gonna get better
Better better better better
Better better better!

I never love nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds

I hear in my mind all of these voices
I hear in my mind all of these words
I hear in my mind all of this music

And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart

I hear in my mind all of these voices
I hear in my mind all of these words
I hear in my mind all of this music

And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart

When it breaks my heart
When it breaks my heart
When it breaks my heart
Breaks my heart

When it breaks my heart
When it breaks my heart
When it breaks my heart
When it breaks my heart

语录

【给自己说声对不起】有时候，沉默只是想把心静空....静静思绪，这样平静最好！

It’s not the ability that comes in! It’s the passion that counts!!

Emancipate urself from ur past. The only way to move forward is to stop looking back!

To forgive is not to forget, nor remit, but let it go; to be lonely is not because you have no friends, but no one is living in your heart. —— 宽恕、原谅并不代表忘记，也不代表赦免，而是放自己一条生路；孤单不是有没有朋友，而是没有人住在你心里。

The world makes way for the man who knows where he is going.———— 如果你明确自己的方向，世界也会为你让路。

Lesson of Life

I feared being alone,
Until I learned to like myself.

I feared failure,
Until I realized that I only fail when I don't try.

I feared success,
Until I realized That I had to try In order to be happy with myself.

I feared people's opinions,
Until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.

I feared rejection,
Until I learned to have faith in myself.

I feared pain,
Until I learned that it's necessary for growth.

I feared the truth,
Until I saw the ugliness in lies.

I feared life
Until I experienced its beauty.

I feared death,
Until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.

I feared my destiny,
Until I realized that I had the power to change my life.

I feared hate,
Until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.

I feared love,
Until it touched my heart, making the
darkness fade into endless sunny days.

I feared ridicule,
Until I learned how to laugh at myself.

I feared growing old,
Until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.

I feared the future,
Until I realized that Life just kept getting better.

I feared the past,
Until I realized that It could no longer hurt me.

I feared the dark,
Until I saw the beauty of the starlight.

I feared the light,
Until I learned that the truth would give me strength.

I feared change,
Until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly
Had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

Chin Li de clown

Met Johnny de clown yesterday at PWTC Level 4, stage.

Was staring at him when he performed. I guess he realised, and looked at me few second for few times. I just cannot tell the feeling, it was so familiar. he was like a friend of mine...very very familiar..

clown - entertain people without needing to reveal her true self

I wana be Chin Li de clown!!!!! being a clown, doing what i want without revealing my true feeling.

when I want to flirt, just no need care about others

when I want to throw tantrum, I can do so straight, after that only smile, then tell them I was just kidding hahaha :(

原来

翠谊：静莉，要公私分明。。

一语惊醒梦中人

我，从以前到现在都是这样。但不知道该怎样调整自己的感觉。

醒

身边围绕着一堆堆沉沦于眩目亮眼光彩的男女　

生存在这样的世界有何意义　

毋需惧怕死亡　说不定是个解脱　

终于知道为什么自己总是逃离人群

我逃离的是人性　残酷且真实的人性

从小打工 最不喜欢的就是客人很多的时候 接二连三来的人潮

不是怕工作 而是怕被骂 窥见很多人心丑恶的一面 所以从小就知道该怎么做才不会被骂

我只是让自己去配合 去迎合这社会、这世界要我做的事 该怎么生存才是对自己最好

就是如此这般的清醒 才把我的孤独凸显得更孤独了。

Exhaust-ingggg....

想写点什么但又很累！累！这几天都在PWTC拍摄 还有10天 ！！

5个展览会场 走到我脚软 脚酸 感觉脚快断了。。。

昨晚 车子坏了 用了超快的速度 foremen帮我换了电池就搞定了 RM200不见了 惨哉~这个月又得‘减油’缩紧肚皮了 很好 可以顺便减肥。。。

哈哈今天opening ceremony朋友拿了个免费的thumb drive给我 2G :)

不大的容量但还蛮实用的