Thursday, August 30, 2012

New Car WXG 3327

Hahaha, finally my new car is ready, number plate is WXG 3327

Af first, I dun like the number because it is started with 3 which is the odd number that I dislike the most.

But it comes with double, and in these 4 numbers, there are 3 odd numbers and 1 even number.

Coincidentally, the even number is the one I like the most, number 2..hohoho, I think it will indeed bring me lucks :) love you, my MYVI WXG 3327..and I m gonna miss my VIVA BJQ 8271.

8271 is exactly the same number plate as Jia Hui's Kelisa.

3 years back, I still remember when I just got my VIVA, the number seemed so familiar, until I met Jia Hui then only I realised it was exactly the same as her Kelisa. This is fate I guess. and 8271 had accompanied me gone through so many things in life, accident..lost...robbery and so forth, all the bad things...

She was like the shelter of mine, but she didn't get my love in return.

My friend used to ask me, why I kept on making scars on 8271. and then, I finally realised, I was not ready to own a car, or even something else. I tend to crash my car, just because I actually did not want to have it. and that's due to the incidents happened in my life that year, I wouldn't want to think about it again now. Just leave it as that...

8271 aka Little Silver, thank you for everything. but I need to let u go as I do not have so much money to constantly maintain you, I do hope you will find someone really love you, and Little Silver..10s.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Bottle

Bottle,

I bet u will never know who's the one that I know, whom I said very familiar to me.. wouldn't tell u anyway haha. That's because the 'someone' is ME. U r much like me...I used to ignore everything when doing things, isolated myself from outside world, that was 3 years back I think..a very dark side of me was revealed in that year, terrible and horrible. Sigh, and I see me in u now, the previous me..I m trying hard to stop myself from attempting to get closer to u. and I need to know myself more...more than I can know.

I wish I will never have to see u becoming pressure cooker and exploding in the future, cheers! All the best!

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Warmth

Are you alright? u r in a crowd but, u stand alone in your shadow. distant yourself from friends...

Monday, August 20, 2012

I can feel the heartbeat ❤❤❤

After 2 days crazily taking food, hoh~today will be my fasting day.
and my eyes, my eyes - even my right eye also became red, sigh. but..much better now for left eye :)

You were in my dream yesterday. I can hear your heartbeat, clearly, strongly and it was very real.

Heartbeat in life, I have an unclear thinking, still couldn't catch it but I know I am stepping closer.
Appreciate and grateful towards my buddies, u guys have helped to clear away the mist in my mind. the cloud is not totally unfold but it has given me a path to walk to ❤❤❤

Friday, August 17, 2012

Doctor treatment

Finally, I surrender - swollen left eye
Can't bear the itchiness and pain.
Can't drive and luckily I have a lovely housemate and her bf, fetching me to get doctor treatment.
Thought is just an ordinary sickness..sigh! It's allergy again, caused by unknown food. other than seafood, still got food that I can't eat?
Or another factor, insect's bite.. but since I got diarrhoea last few days, higher percentage the cause is of FOOD. Doctor shook his head when asking all the allergy symptoms and my answers were all 'YES'
Symptom 1: Itchy
Symptom 2: Pain
Symptom 3: Diarrhoea
Symptom 4: Headache
Symptom 5: Swollen face
Symptom 6: Sore throat
Symptom 7: Cough
Symptom 8: Tinnitus
Symptom 9: Flu

Gosh, tomorrow working~ faster recover, Lamb and Jia are coming on Sunday ^^
and, My loan is approved. Yeah, my new MyVi :)

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

什么都敏感,唉~

这几天的烟霾,也太夸张了吧!
眼睛红肿,又痒又痛,需要消毒了!
绝对不看医生,不吃antibiotic,因为打算26号去捐血。
为什么我什么都sensitive?! 皮肤、鼻子、眼睛、嘴巴都中招了,天哪 =.=|||

Monday, August 13, 2012

Soft-hearted


Deeply in ❤ v this song!! Somebody pls sing this song for me :)

Sigh! It's suffering if keep angry at some1, wasting energy, wasting time...
Okie, I admit, I wun get mad at some1 for long period, especially after he/she smiling.
Mike said: Not worth it if keep angry at him. Yea, I know. and I have actually getting good after that morning.

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

I seek RESPECT rather than anything

Dear ++++,

Do u know, I just can't hold my tears when receiving message from my editor?

and Do u know, u r irresponsible?

Do u know I care, very very much if ppl dun reply my message/ call?

and Do u know, I have a very special characteristic, which is, I very very MIND if u din update me when I ask u something? When I couldn't sleep for whole night, just to wait for your message???

I can't sleep well if I have something undone. That's the thing I dun like myself v much, but I couldn't change! that's ME!

I can't express my anger, hence I have bottled it up! which make me so uncontrollable this morning!

I will not easily forgive someone who hurt me so much, and I cried because I felt very hard done.

I should have let u know, I do care very much if u din reply me!! since last 2 jobs.

U really make me down..Thanks for making me clear of what kind of ppl are u.

Maybe u will say I misunderstand u, but..is that very hard to text me?? to just let me know the status??