孤单

离家好多年
这好多年 不知何时 渐渐地不再依赖别人
不再相信别人能帮到我
有点病态 病态到不相信别人能被我依靠
最近 我学会接受 接受别人对我的好
原来 人 不只是要接受自己的不好
也要接受别人对自己的好
要相信 我 是值得别人很好的对待的

我遇上攫劫匪 莲帮我安排一切 陪同惠君和翠怡伴我一整晚
嘉问莲：阿莉经常进出警察局 是否要找个警官男友 （嗯 可考虑 哈）
Carmen帮我拿回失而复得的手提包 打电话帮我找人开锁
Mike带我们去吃了一顿很好的午餐 送了我们一对CROCS鞋 （据说是为了帮我们洗去衰气 哈）
拍摄期间大家的合作 （可我觉得没帮到Carmen多少 尤其是今天竟然忘了带很重要的鞋 这点 我发现到自己 只要旁边有人会打点一切 我就会不加理会 很糟糕的缺点 我一定会！要改掉！）
睡不醒 有朋友可以让我依靠 会叫醒我 真的很幸福 :) 谢谢哦

我 要懂得适时的麻烦朋友
让他们感觉到被我需要
那 我也能顺势的依赖他们 哈哈 甜蜜幸福的依赖

答案

我 只要一个很简单的答案
是或不是
那我就能不再顾虑那么多了

刺猬 很辛苦

不想笑 不想开口说话
不想 不想 不想

Cafire_revealed

My username 'Cafire' is derived from Camp Fire

Why? because, during my Form5 St. John Camp Fire, I finally got to dance with the guy that I like that time..

haha it was an unforgettable experience

He was the best student of the year

Not very good looking but smart and polite plus v de gentleman haha

Stupid me, my tuition class was near to his house

Every time sure purposely asked my best friend to pass by his house, to see if he was there ^^

** Emphasize+Reminder : A guy shouldn't comment too much on girl's outlook. I seriously think he will not be a good guy if he does, no matter how smart, how good looking he is.

Trauma

去了蟹岛拍摄 全身酸痛 好累啊 累到我要倒了

年龄大了 不能再像以前那样熬了

病痛都跑了出来

打算找机会去见中医师 我想 我是时候开始调理好身体了

又是一月一度的‘死去活来’天 难顶 难顶 才下午3.30罢了 T_T||

坐在昏黄的灯光下 对今天的我来说 简直是莫大折磨

老板 请问我可以趴在桌上睡一下下吗

唉~

These few days, I encountered a lot of problem. (* and learned lots as well * wink * wink)

I'm still lacking experience in arrange matters.

And I found out it was hard to communicate with Pulau Ketam's residents.

When they nodded their head, it did not mean they interpret correctly of your words.

I kena many times, so many that made me think that I am terrible in expressing myself.

Till the shoot of last scene, where my boss kena. He told the restaurant's tauke not to prepare the meals earlier, but the tauke denied, saying that my boss did not tell so. and cook 2 big portions of Crab instead of 1, which was also told by my boss before, and I were the witness @@

Oh great, sigh! maybe they speak in Hokkien and not really good in Mandarin???

Facts to know:

1) Never never assume others will think the same like you

2) When other is throwing tantrum, do not easily get influence, believe in yourself, do what you think it's correct

3) Think a step AHEAD

4) Have faith in yourself if u want others to trust your ability